witch's diner

Finished watching another korean drama. Gosh, i wondered how long since I've last watched a full drama (but lucky that this drama is real short, just 8 epi instead the usual 20+). I can't even recall, bet it's real long ago.

This is another really interesting drama, and unexpectedly touching towards the end.

In the end, what I get away with it is - Life is a struggle.

And this is really true. And everyone's struggle is different, we just can't simply judge another, as we are not in their shoes. 

my queen

Just finished watching an interesting Chinese drama titled, My Queen. This drama is about the female lead looking for love which brought her into a virtual reality game named Destiny.

A phrase towards the ending caught my attention. We all have heard the infamous question that girl like to ask a boy, if both your mother and I fall into the water, who would you save first? The female lead cleverly answered that not because the male lead don't want to save both person, but he only had the option to save either one (which is the option between the female lead and the male lead's brother) . And that does not mean, he don't love the other person that he did not save, she further explained. A rather nice explanation, i think. 

This kinda made me think, if something is to happen within your family, who would you save first? Hmm, really something to ponder about. 

I'm wondering...

I'm wondering, or should I have been wondering all these while, what am I living for, when it seem that I've not done so. Since when have i stop wondering, i wondered. I remembered I used to wonder.

Things seem to have changed for these few years, and i have been living day by day instead. Maybe now slightly better, as seem to be living week by week. But that ain't the ultimate way of living, it will be too tired. When will it improve to month by month, then year by year? I wonder how long it might take. Maybe the next moment i opened my eyes? That sounds ridiculous though, but never doubt that anything could happen.

It's indeed a blessing to be living, when you know you are still alive despite living among things that you dislike. Though I can't say, would it be the same if you are not. And it's not just about counting your blessing, but to truly live as well, and not just let the day goes by. Day will always turn to night, as long as the sun continue to rotate. But what have you done for your day that makes it different for yourself? The difference is what making it worthwhile.