we've been there...

We've been there before, and will be going through it again. Will second time be easier? Second time may only make one less frantic, due to prior experience, but doesn't mean it will be any easier. Each experience is unique, as do each individual, but it's true at least expectations won't seem to be so vague or scary as the first time.

Just that, hadn't expect same thing to happen again, and had even thought of how to handle things differently but now, seems like things are falling the same way.

Don't know whether to say the kids fate with nanny are short, or it's actually our fate with them are short. Both reasons are due to family issue that one can only accept it as family is always more important. 

But still, relationship is precious. Each and everyone we met are meant to left footprints in our life. We are blessed by both nannies, and so do the kids. Just that moving on, we need to continue the journey ourselves. It's tough, but the tough gets going. 

second half of 2021

Time flies? Or time simply creep away unknowingly? Or does it just simply disappear?

But ain't it weird, that at a particular moment, sometimes you will feel as if the time is standing still, as if something is halting it from moving.

Come to think of it, if time is wisely spent, you wouldn't have mind if time has stopped or time has gone. But if you are wasting your time, you might have felt pity and wondering why things are still not done, or how things could have been done.

Asked a child, if watching tv is a time well spent, you will get yes as an answer. Asked an adult the same question, you might get no as an answer. What makes the difference?

Asked a child, if sleeping is a waste of time, you will get yes as an answer. Asked an adult the same question, you might get the opposite. What makes the differences?

1 day = 24 hours

1 hour = 60 minutes

1 minute = 60 seconds

This equation never changed, since the day it was introduced. So, what has changed? You and me. 

ZLEE

Had a dream. 

And in this dream, a colleague came over and asked if we still remember the teacher who taught us in the first year on the T-Code of ZLEE. Hmm, colleagues vs teachers, it's a weird combination though.

This particular colleague had been sickly and had seek the advice of a senior board member about her illness. The advice she got in return was, leave the job and if possible get away from this area, away from pressure that cause her illness. She was asked if she had forgotten what she was taught, and was told not to forgo herself and let down her mother. 

So, she came over and checked with us if we still remember what was ZLEE. She mentioned the senior board member she met up was actually the teacher who taught us in the first year.

My initial reply was, no, as this T-Code sounded foreign. But still both of us and another colleague, still went on to dig out our old books and fervently checked about it. That teacher had us wrote down all the T-Code behind our exercise book, but we wrote along based on the teaching, so all were not in alphabetical order, and three of us have to scan through one by one.

Finally the colleague found it. Indeed, we all did scrambled down that code and the meaning beside it.

ZLEE - to know if you can handle the pressure around you, it's about you, you should not forget your mother's advice (something similar or so, as can't remember the exact wordings from the dream)

Ironically, I guess this dream was triggered by a message from my mum. She had been visiting an aunt who is in an early stage of dementia. And this kind of made her wondering, in our whole life, women have always worked hard for the family but have always forgotten about themselves. And when they got old, they are being forgotten as well.

Weird dream. But dreams are conjured up by what the minds thinks about, whether consciously or subconsciously.

So, beware of what you think 🤔