51th day of 2021

So fast that 50 days of year 2021 have gone, and now we are into the 51st day. One year only has 364 days, and almost 14% gone by.

If gauging by the percentage of days passed by, how is the progress of your resolution? Is it also progressing at the same rate?

Or it is still at ground zero? 

Today was shared a photo taken ten years ago, as this has been the routine that FB has been reminding us as well. I wondered the me of ten years ago, would have imagine what me of now will be doing. Sometimes it is nice to relinquish the memories, but how often now, do we dream of the future. Things we are doing now seems to tied us up with what is happening now, and made us forget what lies ahead are important too. 

What we sow is what we reap. But we tend to forget, to think ahead of what we want to reap, before we start sowing. That's why sometimes we can't handle the consequences that happened due to the action we did. 

So, think first. 

Happy birth-day

Dad, happy birthday. Seems like everyone of us still remember your birthday, even though you have left us. Guess it's because it's one of the dates that we have kept celebrating since we started to have memories.

Just that I wondered if everyone still feel hurtful, when recalling about you? This none of us had ever mentioned or asked about. Some of us may have taken it well. But I don't know, why tears will just whelm up and rolled down, when I thought of you.

Still I'm sure all of us are actually glad that you do not have to suffer in this pandemic, which had you been well, it would be lonely for you, or else, we would not have been able to even send you off, had you been chosen to depart then.

Don't know what's next after death, but may peace be with you, wherever you are.

jittery

Feeling jittery and scary at the same time. Now get to roughly know the feel of those who got +ve for covid swab test or suspected for covid due to close contact nature.

The feel of lack of control and worrisome and speculations, all are in.

From the time you know you need to do a swab test, until the test is done, and the result is out, you think you have escape the torture after knowing your result is negative. But the fact that there are people around you tested positive at the same time, makes you wonder again if your test result will change anytime. There have been cases of asymptomatic or pre-symptomatic people, who never develop symptoms or those who later found to be positive, or even those that became super spreader in their community later on.

So, all please don't lower down your guard. If you do, make sure you are confined in your own living area. You will never know when it will be your turn, which hopefully won't ever. The taste of regret will be bitter and unforgettable.