wrap up

I guess, I've and I'm wrapped up in my own small world. Have been started, and quite obvious, ever since having 2 lo, and especially noticeable since this covid thingy started to hit us real bad and made us stuck at home.

I think I'm still playing ignorant, even I've just realised that recently. Can you imagine the social distance that everyone keep harping on for this covid, and this social distancing not only distancing the physical but emotion as well. 

I can't say that I'm isolating myself, but just found myself being less empathy and less understanding. I've been reading stories on others during this covid period, but can't just find myself fit in sometimes. I applaud to those still able to connect and still able to seek out others during this bad time but I seem to make myself a stranger, and looking at everyone from an outside world, while I'm busy with my own stuff. On and off though, I seem to still mingle around, but it just feel real for that few moments. And then, puff, it's gone. 

Not sure if wfh is making us feel so busy at home or it's just simply us being at home make us feel there are endless things that we can do or should be doing. Time is just there and gone. Shouldn't wfh make our time more flexible and manageable? Or am I the only one that doesn't know how to manage? Seem to lose the balance and everything seem to be just jumbled up. 

Miraculously, I'm still sane at the moment. Just dont know how long the sanity will survive. Or, even if it survived, will it be the same, or stronger, or broken? When things get tough, the tough gets going. 

May God bless us all. 

we've been there...

We've been there before, and will be going through it again. Will second time be easier? Second time may only make one less frantic, due to prior experience, but doesn't mean it will be any easier. Each experience is unique, as do each individual, but it's true at least expectations won't seem to be so vague or scary as the first time.

Just that, hadn't expect same thing to happen again, and had even thought of how to handle things differently but now, seems like things are falling the same way.

Don't know whether to say the kids fate with nanny are short, or it's actually our fate with them are short. Both reasons are due to family issue that one can only accept it as family is always more important. 

But still, relationship is precious. Each and everyone we met are meant to left footprints in our life. We are blessed by both nannies, and so do the kids. Just that moving on, we need to continue the journey ourselves. It's tough, but the tough gets going. 

second half of 2021

Time flies? Or time simply creep away unknowingly? Or does it just simply disappear?

But ain't it weird, that at a particular moment, sometimes you will feel as if the time is standing still, as if something is halting it from moving.

Come to think of it, if time is wisely spent, you wouldn't have mind if time has stopped or time has gone. But if you are wasting your time, you might have felt pity and wondering why things are still not done, or how things could have been done.

Asked a child, if watching tv is a time well spent, you will get yes as an answer. Asked an adult the same question, you might get no as an answer. What makes the difference?

Asked a child, if sleeping is a waste of time, you will get yes as an answer. Asked an adult the same question, you might get the opposite. What makes the differences?

1 day = 24 hours

1 hour = 60 minutes

1 minute = 60 seconds

This equation never changed, since the day it was introduced. So, what has changed? You and me.