Dread to go home?

Why do we sometimes dread to go back home?

Won't you from time to time, feel that you just simply don't want to go home?
Because you feel that back home, you'll have to face the unpleasant memories and maybe people that make you pissed off.
You feel undervalued and keep being pinpoint at of the problems, that you just want to get away as far as possible.

And yet, there are also times that you would want to go home, as there are still those that you loved, at home, who are also waiting for you. Not waiting for you to do housework, not waiting to blame you on problems that arised, not waiting for you to make decisions or give answers. But simply just waiting for you, to be there for them. Just as simple as that.

When it's getting hard to decide between going home or not, why not take a deep breathe first. Let your emotions flow. Let go of your sadness and fear. Focus on love.

There's a quote recently saw in FB, as below

When God pushes you to the edge of difficulty
Trust Him fully
Because two things can happen
Either He'll catch you when you fall
Or He'll teach you how to fly

Love

Is love something that's so hard to chase and keep?

Love has so many forms and we can't escape from love.

And how do we maintain love?

Second is easier?

People always think that the first child you have, you may stumble now and then, as you have no experience being a parent. And when the second one comes by, everything will be easier and you will know what to do. Not to say if you have the third one and so forth.
But is it really true?
Maybe for some parents, the statement should be true. But not for me.

For me, every baby is unique, thus, may behave and react differently, and also has different needs. So, taking care of one, may not be the same as the other one. Then, how can it be easier if you have the second one or more?
The only difference is that, now you are more experienced, thus you will not be so easily be frightened of, if something unusual happens. You might be more composed, and able to think and act rationally. But, of course, you will still worry, whether the decision you made, is right or not.