Correlation

I just wondered if one's like, dislike and habit can really relate back to one's childhood and upbringing.

Have you ever wondered, why do you like to do something or why you dislike something.
For instance, you like to venture out from home.
Do you, during your childhood time, your parents always bring you out to have fun?
Or do you, during your childhood time, you always stuck at home but wishing you are out?
It may be the positive or negative thinking that got you wanted something or to be doing something.

If one's personality is shaped up during childhood, then what do you want for your next generation?
Wouldn't you want them to be a better you?
But do realized that, everyone is different and unique. They can and should be better, but not a better of you, but a better of themselves.
Therefore, it's best to educate them in proper way, let them know they are in control of their personality and can be a better self.

Don't be a victim of circumstances. You can be a better you.

Torn in between..

What's the feeling of being torn in between two parties?
That you don't know whom to side with,
That whichever one you side with will seem incorrect,
That choosing either side makes you miserable.

Why do we always get trap in this kind of situations, and why it keeps happening all the times?
Is the only way out of it is to live in solidarity?
And acting ignorant doesn't help at all.

Is it really hard to live peacefully?
What will happen if we leave things as it is?
Will it cause another war to erupt, which we will end up be trapped inside again.
Vicious cycle.

God bless.

Long weekend

It's long weekend break, a cause of celebration, yet it felt like no celebration need to be done.

I feel like telling the whole world, how I lost you. Yet, something withhold me, urging me to remain silent. Had I wanted sympathy? Had I wanted consolation? Had I just wanted to outburst my emotions? I've no idea at all.

Dad, it's been a month since you left us. Has it been long? I'm not sure. But do rest assured that we still do think of you, now and then. Hope that you are doing well at the other side. Hope there's no more pain and misery. We will take care of ourselves as usual. Don't worry for us. I'm sure you'll be thinking of the same, too, that we should know how to take care of ourselves by now, as we've all grown up.

Did I tell you that, that day out of the blue, I just feel so sad that the tears just rolled down unknowingly, because I recalled the day before you left us until your very last moment with us. The images are still so vivid and fresh in mind, and the words are so clear in the mind.

Did you know that we had visited the restaurant that you used to bring us go last time? I think it had been ages since we have last gone there. It was one of your favourite eating places as its business hours starts quite early. A good place to go for meal before the sun sets. Guess it'll be one of our eating places now, when we run out of ideas of where to eat.

It just feel better, to put thoughts in words.