FIV (17)

It's been quite some time since I last posted on my second FET.

Wondered what is the result? Well, unfortunately, it is BFN. Had my blood test done on 2-Oct, result is very low, a the doc mentioned, and is almost like negative result. So, doc advice, to wait for another 3 days, if there's no menses, will do another blood test. And it's hard to know what the problem is, but doc advice, maybe can do laparoscopy and further check out.
But exactly on the third day, the menses came flowing.

Have to admit that it is downright disappointed. After so many medications and tests done, it still end up with negative result. Is it something that we have not detected, that causes the issue? Or is it god willing that it's not the time yet?

It's complicated.

Miss you..

Even though we know it is only being apart for the weekdays, and will meet again on weekends, but still actually start missing you the minute you are away.
Can't believe that the tears can't stop flowing all the way home.
Guess it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

As this will be the way for the next 365 days, so we might as well make full use of these time and seek out the best of ourselves, while re-uniting during the weekends.
Hope you get to experience the new things that you've always wanted.
Take care, my dear.

Till we meet again. Love you and miss you.

FIV (16)

Finally completed another visit yesterday. My second FET. Not so nervous, though honestly, I was still kinda nervous while in waiting room. But I feel that I am not so nervous during post-FET, unlike the first round. Maybe had gone through the same trial previously, had some kind of mentality preparation.

So, what's next? Basically is to wait for the 2WW. Then there will be a blood test. Pray that will get BFP this round.


Quotes of the day.

"If we wait until we're ready, we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives."
- Lemony Snicket

"Whether you think you're ready or not, just start right now. There's magic in action."
-Unknown