Friend

Friend is a funny thing. When you have them, you don't realize they are around. But when they are gone, you missed their talks, their smiles and their presences.

Friends are who you are. Without them, you are like missing a part of yourself. Though you don't need all of them to be with you all the time, but just once  a while, with just their greetings alone, will make your day.

My friend,
Seeing you smile gives me assurance that things are going to be alright,
Looking at you, I know I need not fret over those small petty stuffs that make me unhappy,
Talking to you, I know I can just go ahead and do what I believe in myself.

Thank you, my friend.
Thank you for being my friend.

Cheers to friendship!

Stay the same

Don't you ever wish, you were someone else
You were meant to be, the way you are exactly
Don't you ever say, you don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far
And I hope you'll always stay the same
Cos there's nothing bout you I would change

This is just part of the song. Last song of the day, and it's consoling but at the same time provoking the inner thoughts. Have you not thought of why the current you is not good enough?
Have you not thought of how you could have done better or wiser?
Have you not thought of what cause you to become the current you?

Believe in yourself.
When there's a will, there's a way.
There's always a silver lining in every cloud.

Down

Merry Christmas! Still have to make a greeting, even though I'm feeling down. Have been feeling down for the past few days. Why? Because lotsa things seem to be going on, whether it's work or family.

Suddenly I had a hunch that people around me are asking me to change. Well, it's not that changes are not good, just that my mind can't seem to accept the request. Hhm, maybe it still needs time to digest about it. Things started quite abruptly.

And these few days, my mind is really occupied. It is so occupied that I do not even have the leisure to catch up my drama. Imagine that. It's unimaginable. Really.

Right now, my mind is still digesting. There may be some changes that I will try to accept and adjust, and adapt. But not all. Simply just can't (and don't want to) change myself overnight. Hopefully time can help me.