FIV (13)

Back from visit to the doc. Had renew my faith to start on the next FET cycle - for the last 2 embryos. Hopefully this round will get BFP, but the more I asked the doctor, the more I'm unsure of. Still, I want to give my best for this round, and can only leave the final result to God's hand.

So, starting today, my job is to take the contraceptive pill daily and wait for the next appointment.

Of course, this round, I armed with few questions for the visit. It is normal that after getting BFN, we would all be wondering what had happened and why. But as expected, even the doctor can't explain. It may be because the embryo did not implant, it may be because the embryo (3dt) did not survive till the blastocyst (5dt) stage, it maybe because of genetic issue, and etc. So, instead of so many unknown factors, he is trying to eliminate one by one, with the least expensive procedures first, of course. That's why now we have additional 2 new procedures to do for this cycle.
One is the endometrial scratch which will be carried out in the next appointment. I have read up previously that this method is to have scratching done on your womb (uterus lining), in order for it to be more receptive during the implantation. It should be done about 1 week before the next IVF cycle, or as per the doctor advice.
The other thing would be smoflipid which is supposed to build up the body strength. I just managed to google it, that it is a kind of neonatal parenteral nutrition - contains fish oil, olive oil, soya bean oil and triglyceride. Had no idea whether it is a kind of injection or pill.

So, what can I do now?
I think I'll rest more, exercise more, read more and to have more positive energy in me in order to go through this new cycle again.
Pray that there will be no more hidden agenda that we do not know.

If to conceive is hard, then is to carry the baby to full term harder?
If to carry the baby to full term is hard, then is caring for him/her till you're gone is harder?