why can't you?

I was flabbergasted. By just a simple, straightforward remark.
We were chatting about finding new jobs and I made a comment that I'm worried I'm not able to find a new job.
An instant remark from my friend is, why am I not able to find one?

Thinking back, I just realised how negative minded have I become.
No doubt, one cannot force a company to employ you, but once you have this negative seed planted in your mind, it might just turn away every opportunity that you may have.

I've made a decision today, which I'm not sure whether this decision is right or wrong. The only comfort that I have is that this is what I feel I should be doing. Some may thought I will certainly regret, turning down such a good opportunity. But right now, I feel that I just wanted to take a bold step out. I may regret some day later, but definately not now.

It actually feel good, trying to thread on an unpredictable condition. Though it may feel scary, but at the same time, you are actually trying to gauge yourself, on how far and how long you can endure.
So, right now, I'm starting to embark on a new journey. An unknown destination, which I need to slowly sense my way out.
Wish me luck!

And for those who are still skeptical about their decision, I wish that you, too, would try to take a bold step ahead. One may not know what lies in the future but one certainly can try all means to get to where you want to be, so that you'll have no regret in not trying.