wrap up

I guess, I've and I'm wrapped up in my own small world. Have been started, and quite obvious, ever since having 2 lo, and especially noticeable since this covid thingy started to hit us real bad and made us stuck at home.

I think I'm still playing ignorant, even I've just realised that recently. Can you imagine the social distance that everyone keep harping on for this covid, and this social distancing not only distancing the physical but emotion as well. 

I can't say that I'm isolating myself, but just found myself being less empathy and less understanding. I've been reading stories on others during this covid period, but can't just find myself fit in sometimes. I applaud to those still able to connect and still able to seek out others during this bad time but I seem to make myself a stranger, and looking at everyone from an outside world, while I'm busy with my own stuff. On and off though, I seem to still mingle around, but it just feel real for that few moments. And then, puff, it's gone. 

Not sure if wfh is making us feel so busy at home or it's just simply us being at home make us feel there are endless things that we can do or should be doing. Time is just there and gone. Shouldn't wfh make our time more flexible and manageable? Or am I the only one that doesn't know how to manage? Seem to lose the balance and everything seem to be just jumbled up. 

Miraculously, I'm still sane at the moment. Just dont know how long the sanity will survive. Or, even if it survived, will it be the same, or stronger, or broken? When things get tough, the tough gets going. 

May God bless us all.