31.12.2020

What does 2020 means to you?

Coming to last day of the year, that's a really common question that everyone will ask. 

But this year is indeed special, unlike any other years. People in this generation will sure remember this special year. Though we are not like our forefathers who fought real wars, we ourselves are facing war, too, just that this war is against something we cannot see with our naked eyes.

2020...

First time having like and dislike of working from home. Usually I would loved the idea, but with distractions at home, it's really no fun at all.

First time feeling grateful of a departure. If dad is still around, I'm not sure how he could survived in this and it would definitely be devastating if he happened to suffer during this period of time, which I'm grateful we don't have to endure this possibility at all.

First time enjoying online shopping, though not that enjoyable. Sometimes it's frustrating to view the product one by one, instead of having the option to view everything at a glance.

2021...

What should we look forward to?

A better you and me. 

breather

When do you think, you need a breather?

When you start to think that death is a better option. 

becareful.. he will fall..

"Becareful, he will fall. Better just carry him." That's the inner voice of most parents, the innerself that always want to protect their child from any harm or hurt.

But for me, I would rather think differently. I'm not afraid of him falling. Instead, I'm afraid that he's scared of falling and doesn't know how to pick himself up. And another thought of mine, I'm afraid he doesn't know the right way of falling. 

Falling down, literally or not, is a common thing for everyone. Not only kids but adults, too. If one is afraid of falling, then he will never dare to take the next step. If one doesn't know how to pick himself up after falling, he will be forever sitting on the ground, crying and lamenting on his fate. If one doesn't know the right way to fall, he will hurt himself unnecessarily and keep on falling again and again.

A simple care, sometimes, may end up to be hurting our child. We have been kids, and we are parents now. Most parents wouldn't want their children to go through their unfortunate fate, some parents wanted their children to hit the unreachable sky. 

Don't forget your innerchild voice, and you will understand what a child needs. A child needs and wants may sometimes seems ridiculous to you. But seriously, hadn't you?