A week has passed by. And it actually seems so fast.
As the days were passing by, there are actually words that I wished to tell you but I simply can't say it out, words that I wished to pen down so that it etched in the memory but it actually took me so long to do it.
Thank you.
Thank you for letting us to celebrate your last Chinese New Year with you.
Thank you for holding on and waited for all of us to send you off.
Thank you for not suffering at your very last heartbeat.
Sorry.
Sorry for lying and raising my voice so that you'll have food to eat.
Sorry for leaving you so that you won't be alone unguarded.
Sorry for not visiting earlier so that you won't feel being abandon.
I'm thankful I made the right decision to come back, so that I'm there for you when you need me, all these years.
Thank you for letting me to hold your hands through all these.
Yet, I still wished I could do more, though I know I'm limited with my other responsibilities.
Don't worry that you'll be forgotten after the 100 days. Cause you'll be forever in our memory. We'll keep all the happy memories and will continue to recall them from time to time.
I'll definitely miss you but I'm glad that you do not need to suffer anymore, no more pain, no more fear.
And may God bring you to a much better place. And may you be in peace.
Life is a cycle which when begins, will definitely ends.
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