because of you

Because of you Because of you
The reason I live, because of you
I only loved you, I only love you and I will only love you
Because of you Now I can say I love you
The reason I love, because of you
Whether this is or isn’t love
You’re the one who made me change, because of you

Chorus part of Baek Ji Young's Because of You.
A nice lingering song from the drama which I have been following.

These few days or week have been quite different, not in the sense of what I am doing. I think I am pretty much doing quite same thing. It is just that the things happening around and the thoughts I am having lately.
There have been struggling thoughts on work stuff, on the resignation of current work, advice on changing current work style, suggestions to stay on, work to handover, opportunities of new work, and etc.
Also, there have been updates on family stuff, on new job, new member, holiday trips, celebrations, and etc.

There are so much in the head that I want to do, but seems to have limited time, interest or mood to complete them. But at least, there are more changes going on, instead of the monotonous routines to follow. Though, might need more time for the adjustment, but I think it is a better route. Life should be full of unexpected, anticipation and excitement, rather than living in the well planned and expected way, isn't it? I think I will be busy adjusting on it, and hope I can cope well at it.