Three's a crowd

If one is lonely, two is a company, then three is a crowd.

It was really an eventful talk with these three. Unexpected crowd and yet was kinda proud of myself. And unbelievable that there is a fourth intending to join and a fifth withholding.
Boy, what a party.

I always know that if you ask for something, chances of getting it is higher. But if you never ask, chances is you will never get it.
Though I know I'm one of those kind that do not ask, so it's kinda touched to receive all those attentions. Guess, all the effort poured out all these years are worthwhile.
And it sure gives me additional comfort and support knowing that I may still be able to survive out there in the wilderness, though the path might get tougher as time goes by.

Happy as I am, I still feel bad to decline those earnest offers. But I would even feel worse for myself, if I just simply accept because fear of offending.
Doubt I can find any master to teach me on how to handle this, so I just gotta rely on myself.
But first, I need to understand myself. To understand yourself, then only you are able to have people understanding you.

Proud of you.
Will always support you on whatever decision you will make.