Down

Merry Christmas! Still have to make a greeting, even though I'm feeling down. Have been feeling down for the past few days. Why? Because lotsa things seem to be going on, whether it's work or family.

Suddenly I had a hunch that people around me are asking me to change. Well, it's not that changes are not good, just that my mind can't seem to accept the request. Hhm, maybe it still needs time to digest about it. Things started quite abruptly.

And these few days, my mind is really occupied. It is so occupied that I do not even have the leisure to catch up my drama. Imagine that. It's unimaginable. Really.

Right now, my mind is still digesting. There may be some changes that I will try to accept and adjust, and adapt. But not all. Simply just can't (and don't want to) change myself overnight. Hopefully time can help me.