Sunday, May 15, 2016

love-hate

It might sounds ridiculous, but I always had this thought that I am in a love-hate relationship. Lots of reasons to love him, and lots of reasons to hate him.

Hate him ordering me around. Hate him for picking on me. Hate him for making me to follow his way.
Yet, love him for giving in to me. Love him for being around. Love him for loving me.

If we ever have a few little ones of your version, hope that we can build up their characters way better than us. May they have fulfilling lives and learn what life means.

행복하니? Are you happy?

Haeng-bo-gha-ni? Are you happy?

A simple question, which should only have a simple answer. But some might just give a noncommittal answer, as they are also unsure of themselves. Of course, there are also lots whom are contented with their blessed lives. And not to leave out a minority who are adamant that they are not happy at all.

Well, for me, I am learning to be happy. Why? Because I should.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

dream vs reality ... life

Reaching home after a tired day at work, parking the car while listening to the soothing music.
Open the house door, and switch on the music. Soothing music filling the house, while you ponder over what to have for dinner. Then, decided to take a warm shower instead. After shower, had a quick check in the kitchen, and pick on a quick simple meal to fill the stomach.
Nice music, warm food, relaxing mood.

Whammp! Back to reality.

Back from work late at night. Thought can make it home early today, but still need to work late. Worst is that work have yet complete before leaving office. Feeling sluggish and just wanted to have a good rest at home. But your whole mind is started to worry about what will happen tomorrow at work, even though the stomach is rumbling away. And your body just simply doesn't want to move an inch.
Tired mind, loads of work, defeated spirit.

Dream life vs Reality life. And who's having the higher score?
I wondered how many of us are living the dream life and how many in reality life. And those living in dream life, how do you make it happen. While those in reality life, how long can you survive?