2022

 Happy New Year!

Finally, we have step into year 2022. Looking back, was it hard to cross over? Well, can't really say it was easy. It does had its share of joy and pain along the journey.

What have we done so far, in year 2021?

What would we want to carry over to year 2022?

What do we want to leave behind in year 2021?

What are we looking forward to, in year 2022?

Life is always full of choices and priorities. You can say we are all spoilt of having so many options in this versatile world, if we really look hard for them, as there are so many ways of living. It is just what and how you want to live. 

It's your life. And you lived your life. 

7 days to new year

 So fast we are now getting near to end of 2021. Oh my, what have actually happened during the past 358 days? Hhm, seems like nothing interesting?

So what are you planning for the next 7 days for your year 2021 closure?

There are people busy with work, trying to get more earnings or revenue to be registered under this year. Some trying to do things that they didn't manage to do throughout the whole year due to Covid, for e.g. visiting friends and family, travelling, etc. There might be also a portion of people still in daze, forgetting that 2021 is ending soon, and living their life, day by day. Some struggling with unexpected event that disrupted their plan, for e.g.the horrid flood.

Me? What about me? Hm, I seem to be the one in category 1 and 3. I'm busy with work, I'm busy with entertaining kids, I'm busy trying to get escape into 'me time' and end up, feel like not achieving anything at all. Am I just having delusion that I'm busy, when the fact that I may not be so busy after all.

Alright, better be stacking up my pillows to see how my next 7 days will be spent. Who knows, maybe the next second I opened my eyes, and, ta-daa, I'm in 2022 already. Okie, this is called day-dreaming. Haha. 

act stupid

Sometimes really just wanna act stupid, but can't as everyone expect the better of you. Yet sometimes when want to act better, end up acting stupid instead. How irony. 

Mind is bursting on why not able to react better and faster, and at least in a more appropriate manner. And wonder what had everyone thought and might have criticised. But wtf, why mess up your own mind with what others might say or said. 

Really feel like a fool today. Will tomorrow be better?