Sunday, May 10, 2020

tired

I'm tired..
I'm starting to feel tired mentally. Physically, no doubt it's tiring, but I'm trying to adjust from time to time due to various commitments. It's the mentally tiredness that make me losing focus and goal.
I'm tired of seeing mood swing that can happen 360° without eye blinking. I'm tired having to adjust with such a mood swing, when I myself is trying to adjust with my own set of tasks.
I hate it to core, and it will just make me more resistant. 

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

MCO

Everywhere in the world now, we have all countries having their own kind of MCO, be it called state of emergency, lockdown, restriction of movement, circuit breaker, etc. Where else, everyone also has their own interpretation for it, where some really do it responsibly, some trying to challenge the rules, some flouting the rules, etc.
For me, I try to do my due diligence. Even though I know it's tough handling LOs despite having to WFH, and even though I'm being spared from houseworks, I'm still struggling with the insufficient time, lack of sleep and even temperamental challenge.
Still now and then, there seems to be more time to scroll through my FB compared to non-MCO time. How irony. But, still did not manage to do any better, than extra fingers exercise.

These are the times you see some people doing extra stuff that they don't usually do, aa they have more time on hand now, but of course it may not apply to all. Some whiping up delicious meals, some spending more time with kids, some catching up more dramas, some doing more (net) surfing, some losses more hair (due to chaos in household), while some still busy at work due to their involvement in essential business needs.

This caught me wondering, what would dad do, if he's around during this MCO. Had he been living alone, I'll be worried whether he manage to stock up food, whether he has enough face masks to use, how to reschedule his doctor appointments, what happened if he had any accident at home (but lucky he had good neighbours). However, had he been well amd healthy, I can imagine him telling me back, all is good, he had been following up on the news, and telling me to take care as well. So, for once, I'm actually thankful that he doesn't need to go through this. As I'm sure we will all be nervous, thinking of him staying by himself throughout the whole MCO. 

Hope all of us can get through this MCO safe and healthy. 

Sunday, March 22, 2020

world peace

The phrase "world peace" always remind me of Miss Universe, which they always like to mention throughout the show. It sounds kinda corny to me, as it seems like every year's Miss Universe would say the same phrase over and over, and I just can't gather what is so great about this phrase, as in this generation that we are at now, we are literally living in the world without war (awwh, except for just that few countries). 
But right now, I really hope for world peace.

I'm sure every single one of us which is living in this era, is aware that the world is fighting with a novel coronavirus, codenamed Covid-19. Originated from Wuhan, China which has now spread across the whole world. A war human race is fighting against with something that is not visible to our naked eye. A virus that does not judge by nationality, religion, gender or age - and is only assisted by the insensible ones. And we are racing against time. 

This is as if a mega epic drama unfold, with surprises being thrown out at every turn of the show. Wonder if any filmmaker would do a documentary on this, and who knows, it might turn into a box-office-hit.
Nonsense aside. 
Guess that most have also realized that, while mankind is suffering now, mother earth on the other hand, is recovering. It would be great to have this documentary to remind the next generation - karma. 
We are living off mother earth and despite not appreacting it, we seem to even exploit it further. 
Human race is the same, regardless of our nationality and religion, when we are being confront by mother nature.
God will only help us, if we help ourselves, so stop being ignorant.

World peace, please - this would be my birthday wish for the year of 2020.