Family

What do you all think family is all about?
A place where you can seek warmth and love?
A place to lean on and where the people still believe in you when you are down and out?

If so, then being in a family, we need to keep a lookout for each other. But that doesn't mean to totally rely on your family which makes one to lose their own individuality. And being a family means you outcast no one at all, no matter how different they are from you. Being a family means everyone need to give and take, and together you make an effort to make things work out.

Any unhappiness or misunderstanding that happens in a family, don't just wipe out with time. It takes the family to work things out together.

Day 2 (2)

Have your anger subside?

I wonder if this round your anger would have ever subside.
You used to let me off easily previously with a few tongue lashing. But things gotten worse to cold shoulder of few days. Then became worst when you started stating those hurtful statements.

I know you were having hard time coping with my busy schedule.
So am I. At all times, I wished I had a shoulder to lean on when I am  exhausted and burnt out yet found none, but simply remarks that I am not able to prioritize. I wished I had encouragements keeping me going or leading me the right way, yet what I had gotten were simply discouragement and snide remarks.

Am I too ambitious? Am I too over confident that I can handle everything by myself and end up having everything turned chaos?
Am I just the one whom is just hanging on?

I, too, had anger and resentments. But you just have ways to make it go away.
But for you, I know once your alert button is on, everything that went nearby will just bounced back. No one and nothing can subside your anger unless you were the one who were willing to let it go.

Day 2 (1)

I have reached. Have a nice day..

These were the usual greetings we exchanged when we reached our office. As we travel apart, it was nice to know that each other had arrived safely at work, and you knew sometimes work is toiling up for me, you would gave me some encouragement.
I wondered if these exchanges of words were better than the days we used to be on the road together to work. Travelling apart had gave us more private times and those calls and messages seemed sweeter.

Your words of encouragement gave me strength to proceed further as my days are always over burdened.
Sometimes I wondered when will you need me instead. You never need my encouragement as you always seemed to be so sure of yourself. And don't know since when I've stopped wanted to give you encouragement and cheering, as it was always seems unneeded.