Things seem to have changed for these few years, and i have been living day by day instead. Maybe now slightly better, as seem to be living week by week. But that ain't the ultimate way of living, it will be too tired. When will it improve to month by month, then year by year? I wonder how long it might take. Maybe the next moment i opened my eyes? That sounds ridiculous though, but never doubt that anything could happen.
It's indeed a blessing to be living, when you know you are still alive despite living among things that you dislike. Though I can't say, would it be the same if you are not. And it's not just about counting your blessing, but to truly live as well, and not just let the day goes by. Day will always turn to night, as long as the sun continue to rotate. But what have you done for your day that makes it different for yourself? The difference is what making it worthwhile.
