4 years before and 4 years after

The me of four years ago, definitely can't imagine the me who is four years after now. Flashing back of the previous me, who's just struggling with work and comparing with the current me who's juggling between work and family.

Life is indeed an ever growing experience and an unpredictable journey. One could have imagine the life one wants but when time comes, it might not be exactly as what you thought it should be. Yet one can't complain much about life, as you go through life the way you want it and not life going through it for you.

I've seen people making through their life, some going through, some slipping through. I wonder which category am I? 

tired

I'm tired..

I'm starting to feel tired mentally. Physically, no doubt it's tiring, but I'm trying to adjust from time to time due to various commitments. It's the mentally tiredness that make me losing focus and goal.

I'm tired of seeing mood swing that can happen 360° without eye blinking. I'm tired having to adjust with such a mood swing, when I myself is trying to adjust with my own set of tasks.

I hate it to core, and it will just make me more resistant.