Terrible Sore Throat

This should be the worst sore throat that I ever had, and wouldn't want to encounter it again, ever.

It's like having wounds in your throat, that you keep on gushing salt water on it, over and over again, as if happily letting the wounds shrieking in pain, if the wounds could voice out their protests. 

Seriously I have no idea what is happening and I can't even see it. The worst of all is that I've visited the doctor twice, and so uncoincidentally seen by the same doctor, and the doctor diagnosis doesn't seems to satisfy me, nor have me to agree with their diagnosis as my symptom gotten worse instead of better. It makes me wonder if my initial statement of my guess of having caught HFMD had kept the doctor by the bay. I would have understand if the doctor wants to take extra caution when doing checkup, as they too, are fragile towards all these illnesses. But what I could not accept is they keep their distance when doing the checkup. Either they feel that based on their experience, doing checkup from a distance is sufficient, or, that they feel that they wanted to turn the patient away but couldn't do so face to face with the client.

I don't know what's the truth now. All I know is I'm still suffering after 3 days of medication and hopefully on the 4th day now, I'm on the road of recovery, else, I really don't know how to get my days by. 

First Day of 2020

Just browsed through the FB, and noticed almost all my friends have posted how their 2019 have been and what their new resolutions for 2020. Everyone seems to be able to give a wrap up for 2019 and a head start for 2020.

It's nice and fun to read through their posts, but I wondered, why had I not been wrapping up my 2019? Funnily enough, for the last 2 to 3 years, I haven't been especially excited on the crossing of new year. Except of diligently joining the bandwagon of the yearly new year greetings. And at the same time, I didn't really ponder much about new year resolutions as well. Having LO around, seems to sap up lots of the my time and energy, which I can't really be bothered about new year, other than their daily lives. 

Hmm, is this healthy? Or is the new year being commercialised too much? Well, I can't be the judge of this. But, rightmost priority is to see the LOs getting by their daily lives. Maybe at some point of time later, I'll slowly be able to regain back my enthusiasm for new year.

Till then, may all the new years come with a great start and end with a good way. Though I may be oblivious, still, I do hope for fair weather days throughout the year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2020!